13/02/2024
"๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐'๐ฆ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐"๐ฅฒ
I'm going to share something personal. Partly to be accountable with what I talk about and because there's always someone out there who resonates & needs to hear what we have to say. If this resonates with you, put a ๐ in the comments! ๐
If you've been following me for a while then you know I had a spiritual awakening in 2021. I used to be in finance & I have been on a journey finding my true self ever since then. Before, I conformed to what other people believed & I lost who I was in the adult world. In my self-love journey, I have been reminded that the most important thing we could do for our beings is to do what our soul absolutely loves & within that is our purpose. I believe we owe it to our higher selves to do what we came here to do. One way to find out is to go back to what you deeply loved as a child and what scares you the most.
You know what my inner child absolutely loved? From the time I was in 9 years old, I wanted to be an actress! To be a movie star! ๐ฝ๏ธ๐ฟ So, from 7th grade to the time I was in college, I was acting, dancing, & other. Performing was the love of my life! I have never found anything that I loved as much as acting.
I got too scared. My self-esteem was extremely low, I was self-abusive, & I kept hearing about all the things that could go wrong. My family didn't believe that I could make it as an actress & I was letting go of all my friends that I had ever had in highschool. It was a really tough time for me. I didn't think I was good enough for my dream so I tried to find another adult job... I didn't want to be a starving struggling actress & I decided that out of fear. I was more depressed than I've ever been in my life. ๐ญI stopped showing up to acting & ballet classes. Ever since then I've been trying to figure out what career I should be doing... In 2023, I came to realize that I have never found anything that made me as happy as acting did, aside from events and retreats. I've actually experienced nothing but struggle in between. So, this year I have decided to explore acting again. Hahah ๐ซฃ
It's never too late to go for your dreams friends๐