02/17/2026
Today is a BIG day for me.
For months, I’ve been working quietly (or not so quietly) behind the scenes on a major evolution, stepping more intentionally into my next chapter as an event curator. I’ve been building infrastructure, forming teams, cultivating connections, and navigating the logistics required to turn vision into reality.
Today, I’m VERY proud to officially share my new website:
www.bodymindsoulproductions.com
And with it, the unveiling of the Sacred Shadow Festival.
These projects, along with the Dark Goddess Retreat, have stretched me so far beyond the edges of my comfort zone. I can now say this with certainty:
I CAN DO HARD THINGS!
I’ve learned new administrative skills, tech skills, practiced diplomacy, asked uncomfortable questions, and received invaluable insight.
I’m bringing all of it forward.
I’ve searched for the perfect words to describe this process, but the truth is, I don’t have all the answers. The force that moved this proud artist toward project management is still very much a mystery to me. It felt less like strategy and more like devotion- like something larger was moving through me, asking to be built.
Are these expressions perfect? Nope.
Are they important and impactful? Absolutely.
I may be new to the event world, but I feel this in my bones: this is the beginning of something significant.
When I was 23, working as Chita Rivera’s hairdresser, I once asked her if she always knew she was meant to “make it big.” She told me she never knew but she always hoped. Then she asked if I felt that way. I said yes.
At the time, “making it big” meant fame, fortune, and visibility. Now, at 44, it means something entirely different.
Making it big means creating meaningful impact.
It means contributing to our collective evolution.
It means helping people experience wellness, wholeness, embodiment, and true community.
That is my new definition of success.
We are witnessing the collapse of outdated systems. I feel called to be a bridge builder within what is emerging. To create spaces that support awakening, education, and integration.
I may be starting small.
But I am thinking big....And I am just getting started