11/02/2025
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Still tryna find my balance. Life is much different now. It’s faster. More demanding. More challenging, but it’s also more rewarding. Though I’m grateful, I am still having a human experience— and that experience comes with unexpected changes and a variety of emotions.
Properly being able to recharge has been a very difficult task in this new normal. Weekends come and my body just wants to crash, however it rarely feels rested. Plus there’s always more to do. I understand my entire nervous system has been shaken up by the abrupt and major lifestyle changes, as well as certain private revelations that I am trying to maneuver through— it’s not a simple feat, but I’m not a simple person. Some of us are strategically created and chosen to complete more difficult missions during our life cycles .
I want to do more. I will. I feel the pull to be more involved. I will. I desire to spend more time with my loved ones. I will. However for the sake of my mental health and the heaviness of my multi-layered assignment, I just have to tread lightly along this journey. I recognize this isn’t going to resolve itself overnight. Therefore I have to be patient with myself, and I know those who genuinely love me will do the same. These are my thoughts. This is my heart. Asé.
Peace, Love & LIGHT! 🧘🏾🖤✨